August 2008
hey there dearie
like i say
to forrest
i know he’s falling for me
but i lead him on
anyway
because
it feels nice
for a little while
and
he knows i’m damaged goods
so i wonder
if this is what martin feels
he says
hey there dearie
like it doesn’t make my heart pop
to read those words
after his name
they make me smile
even though i know
i’m his forrest
i’m his lead...
prom.
a word that evokes so many emotions
in so many people
i’ve decided
i’m going to ask him
martin
if i am not asked
he might say no
most likely he will
he’s always busy
or otherwise engaged
anything to throw me off
get me away from
my plan
he knows i love him
with more love
than i can describe
he was there
listened
talked
wrote
back
when i know
no one else
...
she's hurting so much inside
i wish i could help
relieve her…
pain
despair
heartache
suffication
take it away from her for an instant
let her
breathe
for the first time
in 3 months
i wish
with all the love i can muster
that i could do that for her
she means so much to me
my best friend
the person who gives it to me strait.
always.
she makes me feel giddy and light
like nothing could bring me down
i...
why did i sign up for this?
what was i thinking?
a college english course.
i hate english
i am a procrastinator
i write papers the night before
right now
i am procrastinating
a paper
the first paper
summer assignment
for the class
i’m bound to fail
that i can’t fail
won’t live through
the failure
the college rejections
if i do fail
i won’t be able
to live through
mother’s
...
fell in love today
with perfection
the epitome of which
are the stilettoes i found
nuzzled in a corner
of Nordstrom Rack
quietly screaming
my name
wispering sweet nothings
in the direction of my silhouette
reciting their eloquence
pronouncing their elegance
stating their exquisite lines
the perfect pair of shoes
for me
so i bought them
meet my.. GuyFriend
Everyone needs someone to love including me and you, and I would not sacrifice our friendship for ANYTHING. and that friendship has whole Base in love. I consider you to one of my best friends i can talk to you about anything and everything! I hope it the same for you. I can’t be your boyfriend but i can totally be your GuyFriend……. alright that sounds really stupid but you get...
nolan. always the one to count on when i need a...
Hey i just thought that maybe my going out with sarah after you and me hurt in a similar way and if it did i am really sorry but remember you will always have my love even if it is not physically obvious. AND I do not want to hurt any more of my friends or lose them especially you i really do care about you and what happens to you not to mention your overall well being. So rest assured that you...
in a relationship
you
so soon
with someone
i have never met
never seen
merely days
a few weeks
since you’ve seen me
it hurts
that you
got over me
so fast
